January 2011
1 post
this is the hardest part
this is the hardest part. me, sitting here, listening to you talk about him the same exact way i talk about you. or used to talk about you. i don’t even know
point is, it’s the worst to know that you’ve been going through the same thing as i have, but not over me. it’s never been over me. never again will think all these things about me. you did for a certain period of...
December 2010
0 posts
I will always want you, I will always need you....
October 2010
22 posts
summer nights
We were walking along the beach on a cool August night. A comfortable silence had settled over us while we walked, the waves gently lapping at our feet. The ocean breeze was cool and crisp, and it nipped at my skin and gave me goosebumps. You saw that I was shivering and stopped in your tracks, took off your jacket, and put it around my shoulders. I protested of course, saying you’d be cold....
you are the only exception
“i’m scared of the future because i don’t want to let go of the...”
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost...
i dont know what to do about this
lucky i'm in love with my best friend
you complicated our lives by falling in love with...
what hurts the most was being so close and havin'...
“hopeless love please leave me. this broken heart is far too weak to run for you...”
if i can't have you then i don't want anyone
i'm still in love with you
and i don’t know what to do.
“my eyes adored you, though i never laid a hand on you my eyes adored you. like a...”
addiction
you are a drug.
you are the deadly substance i can’t get enough of.
why are you doing this to me? perhaps the better question is why am i doing this? i am doing this to myself, and i know it. i wish i knew why i did it.
i want to quit. i want to quit you.
but i can’t. you always keep me coming back for more. i lie here and i let the feeling wash over me. you are the deadly...
“how i can’t forget you, i’ve gone crazy from the moment i met you”
“cause you’re everywhere to me, and when i close my eyes it’s you i...”
– Everywhere, Michelle Branch
One Year
It’s been a year. exactly a year since you came into my life. exactly a year since you changed everything i ever knew. exactly a year since you broke my heart.
i could never forget the date. it was the day that forever changed my life; after that day i was never the same. you opened my eyes to a whole new emotion, an emotion that set off a chain reaction of ten other emotions that i never...
“cause you know i’d walk a thousand miles for you…”
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what is this feeling?
i don’t know what i’m feeling nor what i should be feeling and it scares me. I’ve always been in control of my own life, always known what i’ve felt and what i wanted. But all of a sudden, I’m not sure of anything anymore, and it scares the shit out of me. this girl comes along and all of a sudden I’m not in control of my life; she is. she literally is in...
UGHHHHH WHY DO I KEEP FALLING FOR YOU
September 2010
1 post
“I’ll be okay, is that what you want me to say? It’s called breakup...”
June 2010
2 posts
“I’m bruised and scarred, save me from this broken heart. All my love will...”
– Mayday Parade - Bruised and Scarred
“I’m hopeless but hoping.”
– Mayday Parade - Still Breathing
May 2010
5 posts
you're an idiot
you actually might be the stupidest person ever.
why do you fall back into this shit? especially when you know how much it’ll hurt you? why? there’s no one to blame but yourself. no one. you wanna call me a hypocrite? go right ahead. but you didn’t hurt me like he hurt you. why are you doing this? it’s just so fucking retarded i dont understand. and you call yourself...
“Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I’ll be on the road again
Like it...”
– Cascada, Another You
“pictures of you, pictures of me, remind us all of what could have been.”
why?
why cant i hate you?
after everything you’ve put me through, after everything i’ve gone through all year, why can’t i resent you, even just a little it? if it were anybody else i’d hate them within the second. i’d forget about all of the good things because the bad things are just too bad, too horrible to get over.
but not with you.
with you, i can only love you...
blog #2
so i already have another tumblr (my main one) but i can’t really rant on that one because the person im ranting about 98% of the time follows me there so i made a new one just to get my feelings out. i honestly don’t want people i really know to read this so i made it completely different from my actual blog. no one will be able to find this.
so, thats pretty much it. welcome to my...